Diary

WIFE'S DIARY

Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird.
We had made plans to meet

at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day

long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but

he made no comment.

Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so

we could talk, he agreed but his mind was far away. I asked him what

was wrong - he said, 'Nothing.' I asked him if it was my fault that he

was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept

driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say,

'I love u, too.'

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to

do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant

and absent.


Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.

I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him

with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried

until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do.

I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

My life is a disaster.




HUSBAND's DIARY

Today MANCHESTER UNITED lost again!!!!!

Picnic!

Lama betul sudah ndak upload ni blog.. Jangan marah ya blog.. Kemarin kami pigi piknik d tempat biasa. Dulu-duuuulu, kami suka pigi piknik di beach 3 Tanjung Aru, sambil barbeque. Tapi kemarin, kami beli nasi kuning jak di Kak Tini.. Wah mahal sunggoh nasi nya sudah.. RM2.70 sebungkus. Bukan dulu2 cuma RM1.50 ka?

7.30 am. Kami sampai di pantai, ramai jg orang piknik, tapi mostly di beach 2. Port kami nampaknya aman damai, tidak begitu crowded. Alimbu' (teduh) lagi tu
7.45 am. Aktiviti memasang khemah dimulakan, punggah barang etc. Lepas tu semua p mandi laut, except Misako n Danial.

Dalam jam 11 am, kami balik. Seronok sungguh tinguk diorang mandi laut. Dengan cuaca yg redup dan angin laut yg sejuk, perfect!

Amat bersyukur kita dikurniakan negara yang aman dan pemandangan yang cantik mcm di KK. Bah, mari kita p berkelah!

Tamu Gadang

Tamu Gadang datang lagi. Maknanya, ada orang yang akan konvo. Ada yang tanya, perlukah datang konvo? Bagi Misako.. perlu! (Kalau budget, masa mengizinkan lah) First of all, utk appreciate diri sendiri. Iyalah dah bertahun-tahun struggle menghadiri kuliah, assignments yg tak berpenghujung dan exam yg menggegarkan jantung. Ini lah masanya utk mengatakan pada diri sendiri, you've done it! Semua titik peluh, penat lelah itu akhirnya terbalas juga.

Itu reason yang pertama, sebab yg kedua kenapa perlu datang konvo adalah kerana utk org2 yang tersayang. Sama ada ibubapa, suami atau isteri dan saudara mara yang telah berbakti dan berkorban utk membolehkan kita melanjutkan pelajaran. Merekalah sebenarnya tulang belakang kita selama kita belajar. Walaupun kebanyakan pelajar dibiayai oleh PTPTN, tapi tanpa doa restu orang2 tersayang, kita tidak mungkin akan dapat melalui kehidupan uni yang pastinya mencabar minda dan fizikal.

Reason yang ketiga.. mo jumpa kawan2 dan pensyarah. Tapi jarang juga pelajar yg pergi jumpa pensyarah. Boleh dibilang dengan jari. Bukannya lupa, tapi sebok. (kunun). Maklumlah family baru first time datang KK, berlambak acara sedang menanti. Kundasang dan pulau2 tu jadi acara wajib sementara datang ke Sabah. Bukan senang mo angkut satu family datang Sabah. Jadi, itulah sebabnya jarang sangat student datang jengok pensyarah di Sekolah.

Ndak apalah, lagipun ini hari besar para pelajar yg begraduasi. Para pensyarah tumpang gembira. Untuk ke sekian tahun, Alhamdulillah, berjaya juga menghasilkan pelajar-pelajar graduan. Kami sentiasa doakan agar kamu semua berjaya dalam bidang masing2. Jadi anak yang baik dan ummah yang berguna.

Kalau kita ndak sempat bertemu, Misako ucapkan tahniah kepada para graduan yang akan konvo Sabtu ini. Tahniah juga buat your parents and your family.

thanks for dropping by: saufi (chip), BX, Siew Hooi, etc

Retreat @ Karambunai

For months, we were preparing for the MQA documents and last weekend was the climax. Went to Nexus Karambunai to have the retreat to discuss and refine the MQA thingy. Retreat means more work, stay up late for me; holiday & pool for kiddos and hubby.

It went well I guess. The room was great, the food were marvelous, the services was ok. Except for the 'waiting for the buggy'. The retreat it self was considered successful although so many things need to be put properly in place after the discussion. That brings to more work after retreat.. haiya..

After we went home, I got a head ache and sleep all the afternoon. Most probable the change in my eating and due to the aircond in the meeting room. Sapa suruh ndak bawa jaket.. Balik rumah terus demam. Thanks to hubby, he helped me with the back & foot massage and I felt great in the next morning. Thanks Lai!

I am not good at updating the pics. But hopefully I'll have time to post the pics here.